I Wonder....

I wonder why people bully me. I know we are supposed to be beautiful and inspiring and other things like that, but why bully? I know that we accept the love that we think we deserve, but why do people that bully make us feel useless? Like we all of a sudden don't matter. I feel like we have no way to control what happens in life. I'm not as religious as others, but  I think sometimes, that God can tell us why people are like this. I have never wanted to get bullied, but the past 9 years has been so hard. I am a sophomore and now and it started in kinder garden and it's still happening. All I can ask now is "when will it stop?"