So, as some of you may know; I am in summer school and that is how I created this blog in the first place. Well, I want to take this with me in my journey. I think that blogging, in a way, helps me express myself in many different ways. I can talk to people and they will actually listen to what I have to say. I have been in summer school since the start of summer on um.... let's see here. Ah! That's right! July 1st, 2013.
It's torture, trust me. After this I am definitely trying now in high school. I started failing because one of my closest relatives passed away. He was my Godfather and my Uncle. He always cared and he was there when you needed a good laugh. It was always kind of awkward, but he gave the best presents. Such as; for my 11th or 12th birthday, he gave me a teddy bear with a cubs jacket on. It is so cute! I still have it and I keep it in my bed so that I will think of him when I am having a bad day or something. I can turn and look at it and it will always be there. Another reason why I started to fail High School, was because I have never liked school unless I was doing something in Drama (drama production). I love to act and it is one of my passions and I can't live without it, let me just say that.Also, not to mention, my teacher was not a "fun" teacher. Like, she would start reading a book out loud to the class and she would stop in the middle of the paragraph just to talk about that one thing, then go off topic for another hour. It was boring. That's why I never paid attention in her class because she was so boring and it just bugged the crap out of me when she went off topic. That is probably one of my pet peeves. I just can't stand it. Ugh. Anyways, so that is why I started to flunk High School in Freshmen year. It is so stupid. I know. I have my parents yelling at me for it already, but it's whatever. I want to try and "try" this year. Sophomore year isn't a really big deal, but my parents think I need to live up to some expectations. They probably want me to be just like my sister Ally. I'm so tired of her never getting in trouble if she has an F in a class, but when I have a D it's like I burnt the house down or something. I don't know. I just feel like the only reason why I live here is for them to take their horrible day(s) out on me. Nobody else, just me. Whatever. I have to do homework now so.... bye!
:/ Bleh; homework.
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