Late Night Weirdness

It's about 12:50 or 1 am when I'm writing this and posting it and I'm just having another one of those bored and can't sleep nights. Usually, I just watch a movie or text people, but frankly, tonight is a bit different. I have been wanting to get in shape lately for soccer season and just because I need more muscle for surfing and stuff, so I am currently laying on my floor (keep in mind my house has no carpet so it's all wood and tile), I am doing crunches and they hurt so much because I'm super sore from earlier today when I worked out. So, how are you guys? Haha! My bordem has exceeded to the max. Please help me. The funniest thing is like I don't usually go to sleep until 4 am ish if I'm not tired at all, but some how, I still manage to get a full 8 hours of sleep. ( yes, that means I sleep until 12, but I haven't been able to for a year b/c of school... Leave me alone. Don't judge) the worst thing is, is I wake up in an empty house half the time and then when I try to see where everyone is... I text them and ask and about 5 hours later they respond after they are already home. Wonderful use of information after I freaking know where u are. Thank you. God. Some people just don't think. Something that sucks the most ( and this has nothing to do with how late I sleep in) is getting singled out for everything my sisters and family do. All I hear when I'm around is "hey, you wanna go to the movies and Disney and the beach and do other shit?" I look up and they aren't even talking to me. It fucking sucks. And another bad thing is that, since they go do what ever because they can drive or have friends that can drive and since my dad is never home (he comes home every like 4 months or something and believe me, I don't exaggerate when I say that) and then my mom is at work all day and comes home in like pissy modes sometimes, I never get to hang with anybody. None of my friends live by me. They all live like 20 minutes away ( and that's just by car). Can I please just take my drivers ed course and get my permit and a license and get the fuck out of this house? That's why all you see for the titles about summer, sucks. They literally suck. There are so many other things that I would love to tell u all because you guys actually read this stuff, but I don't know if like people in my family know this and there are some brutal things happening to me and have been, but I don't know what would happen if like my cousins or sometime found out. I can only keep a secret until I've had enough. I had enough from the beginning, but this shit is not just your average, I got grounded shit. It's verbally and physically worse. Well, I'm done working out for now.. Good night :)